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If I loved you less, I could talk about it more.

And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.

You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life.

So can you do me a favor? If I pull it together, make it sooner than later. We won't be here forever and I'll realize I waited too long. But please don't move on.

They say you're slowly making me a better person, I say you're holding me back.

He had this way of playing with my fingers, each one after another, even when states far. Like making sure my dresses were appropriately lengthy and kissing my chest before I left the room. I only caught him singing once and he forbids the memory accurate, but it was beautiful, because anything that leaves him is marked with a certain beauty I cannot hide, run, escape from. I cannot think, there are no thoughts on, I cannot feel -

You smoke a little more every morning, and drink a little more every afternoon, and need a little more sedative every night You're beginning to feel unnecessary too.

No matter how much it hurts, love is always worth it.

Do you think that I wouldn't say this? You know that I play this better than you. Rebels without applause, I sell my shadow to those who are standing in it. They think I would bitch about them, thinking they are the shit, when they can't even step in it. The young get less bolder, the legends get older, but I stay the same

It's been a while, but I still believe that what we had was special. I get butterflies everytime I think of holding your hand and kissing your forehead. It's been a while, but the feelings remain.

okaaay that's all for now.. peace

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Been better but i've been worse. These winter days seem to get me down. <3

Part of me wanted to find some wrong in you, just to prove they're all the same. You've walked a thin line, yet I can't seem to find the words to tell you that you're not always in the right. You've done wrong and yet you continue to hurt me.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

The greatest gifts are found by the heart, not the mind.

Who would have thought that someone like me could have fallen in love so easily. I know that you know that I know what I want. I know I can't have it, but give it a thought. I know that it sounds crazy, baby, but all I do is think of you

I'm gonna hold you for the last time, I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show. This is the hardest way to say goodbye 'cause as you walk away I'm feeling so alone. I don't understand, you had to leave and I'm not part of your plan.We both agreed, but now I regret there are so many things I should have said.

Love scares me, especially love like this. Love that's so real it hurts, love that feels so good and alive. But I know at any moment you can take it away.. and you will take it away.

Baby, close your eyes, don’t open til the morning light. Don’t ever forget, we haven’t lost it yet. All we know for sure is all that we are fighting for.

This like this drive me to the bottle, to the weed. This like this aren't supposed to happen. I'm too fragile for this.

I had always thought of myself as aware and thoughtful, but it had occurred to me that most people believed this of themselves. Even as they cheated on their lovers and averted their eyes from the homeless. You could ask a wife beater if he was a good person and he'd probably say yes.

Screaming and saying fuck a lot doesn't really get your point across. Sometimes silence is the most violent option to choose.

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I would advise you to keep your overhead down; avoid a major drug habit; play every day; and take it in front of other people. They need to hear it, and you need them to hear it -James Taylor

I've been holding back this feeling So I've got some things to say to you I've seen it all so I thought But I've never seen nobody shine the way you do The way you walk the way you talk the way you say my name It's beautiful, wonderful don't you ever change

I  have at least one billion thoughts running through my head and it's driving me towards exhaustion. There's so much going on and I just do not feel like I can handle much more. Continually, I feel as if I might be drowning. The waves shatter and rift upon my swollen temples like hundreds of hands applauding my very torture. Earlier this afternoon, shallow waters were near and breathes had evened in appeal, but this night is much different in contrast

There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love--it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing.

Tell me I'm beautiful, fulfill me.

Keep us from saying anything can't separate from everything. And all this really means is you're one in a crowd and you're paranoid of every sound. Another friend you won't miss anyhow.

Another disappointment, another chance missed. Nothing's new, nothing's changing.  The emptiness won't be filled anytime soon and the negative feelings continue to grow.

The young always have the same problem how to rebel and conform at the same time.  They have now solved this by defying their parents and copying one another

Once I let go, that's it, it's done. There won't be a second chance after I choose not to hold on because it's up to me right now. If I keep holding on, maybe he will too. But I'm holding on by a thread and I'm getting tired. I just want to know if I should cut it now, or keep my heart dangling, waiting for an answer

And fuck me if I say somethin you don't wanna hear And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care but I'm not leaving here.

Get me out of this place, before I cause more damage, a small price to pay for building houses out of matchsticks; and when things get too hot, you've got me to blame for, every fire that breaks out in every lover's name

The secret of life is enjoying the passage of time.

People can be so cold, they will hurt you, and desert you, they will take your soul if you let them, so don't you let them

Everything's the same, everything went wrong, nothing to expect, and nothing to hold on. We don't know what will be, we don't know the past, I don't think we will see, we're not going to rest.

Well, the tragedy is over. The failure is complete. I turn my head and go away. I took my share in this fight for the impossible.

There are moments when it's too quiet. Particularly late at night or early in the mornings. That's when you know there's something lacking in your life. You just know

Hope is the expectation that something outside of ourselves, something or someone external, is going to come to our rescue and we will live happily ever after

Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.

If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress

May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.

regardless if you voted or supported Barack Obama, let's all give him our support. We are all American, after all..

Short and sweet. I hope everybody had a good thanksgiving<3   jennifer

Maybe I'd get my morals back. Sometimes I thought I'd only misplaced them. Set them on top of the fridge, or some other spot I never thought to look.

If I said I want you back I'd be a liar. There's nothing left of us to long for any more. But inside the ashes burns an endless fire. And every night I can't help reaching out for more.

You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

There's nothing quite like the feeling of acceptance that gives you just enough strength to move on.

It is better to get hurt than be numb.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.

Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.

Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced

Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.

I swear, I am the biggest overanylizer that you will ever meet. I think so much about the little things that don't even mean anything. I guess i'm just looking, looking for something that isn't there.

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

There are two kinds of secrets; ones we keep from others and the ones we hide from ourselves.

People spend their whole lives trying to live up to other people’s expectations and being told what to do. I say, screw that. Be free. Do what you want, go where you want, and reach for the sky because life has no limits or boundaries. Boundaries are just other people’s fears, and limits are just other people’s expectations. You only get one chance to do all the things that life offers you. Have no enemies, no regrets, no fears and then you’ll really have lived life.

Just give me this; a slow dance, a last chance to tell you everything you need to hear because the phone calls won't let me look you in the eyes so I can tell you "Sweetie, please stay."

I don't know how to put these feelings into words, to sum it up I want to be what you deserve. Are you jaded? You're appreciated. I can't relate, it's a new sensation from my heart to yours. I've never sang like this before. Cupid found his mark, shot his arrow through our hearts, said he planned it from the start, my Valentine. I'll kiss every scar that's been planted on your heart and love you for who you are, my Valentine.

To love is to be alive.

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be

I know what you are learning to endure. There is nothing to be done. Just make sure nothing is wasted. Take notes. Remember it all, every insult, every tear. Tattoo it on the inside of your mind. In life, knowledge of poisons is essential. I've told you, nobody becomes an artist unless they have to.

Hello six pack of confidence Been so many nights since we first met Glad to see you’ve brought all your friends For another night of plastic cup politics

So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them

"I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked "good". Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair's right for the first time in your life? I don't think we should base so much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it's nice. It really is" -Perks of Being a Wallflower

Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this snow before. Just like I think that a lot of other people have read those books before. And listened to those songs. I wonder how they feel

I really wish people would stop being so lame. They need to live their own lives and stop being absorbed in mine. uggh. this post isn't the most upbeat but whatevvvsss. <3   jennifer

If one advances confidently in the direction of one's dreams, and endeavors to live the life which one has imagined, one will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.

Do not lose hold of your dreams or asprirations. For if you do, you may still exist but you have ceased to live

There is no remedy for love, but more love.

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment

Human intercourse the tragedy begins, not when there is misunderstanding about words, but when silence is not understood

However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not bad... it looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults, even in paradise. Love your life, poor as it is. You may have perhaps so

Love is something so delicate that must be handled with care, for one wrong movement can break a heart and destroy a person.

The heart is forever inexperienced.

Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up.

If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?

Soft spoken with a broken jaw. Step outside but not to brawl. Autumn sweet, we call it fall. I’ll make it to the moon if I have to crawl.

At what point do your tears stop mattering? When does the time come that people will stop caring? When does the pain become so bad that it feels good? Why does this continue?

Was all of this a mistake? Were we a mistake? I hope not.

Please show me something that can shake my bones. I want to feel the fear rush through my veins. My hands are cold from holding on to hopes, even ghosts have gone away. It's all the same.

Well, you're the closest thing I have to bring up in conversation about a love that didn't last, but I could never call you mine 'cause I could never call myself yours, and if we were really meant to be, well then we just defied destiny. It's not that our love died, it just never really bloomed.

Hearts break everytime, time doesn't slow down. It's those who are delicate with hurt and fragile with fear that you must be careful with. They're the dangerous ones that will be most self-destructive.

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.

Without doubt, truth is beautiful. But so are lies.

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

I wanted to change the world but I soon found out the only thing one can change is themselves.